Sudden.
Salam guys. I know I shouldnt be doing this right now. I should do my assignment. Procrastinator in the house yo.
Tetiba rasa nak update. Im listening through all my song in my mp3 (please be noted, this lil thing existed in my life since 2011) and I came across one old song - Aiman-Cinta Terakhir. And suddenly I remembered I had read a blog, a post from a girl pasal her guy bestfriend yang meninggal. Aku ingat lagi aku menangis teruk time aku baca blog tu, somewhere in 2010 kot. Dan lagu Aiman ni la yang jadi background song blog tu. Aku nak baca lagi sekali so tadi try google tapi dia dah delete blog tu. Ye lah, since 2010 kot. Dah 6 tahun. Tak puas hati, aku google nama blogger tu. Jumpa url blog dia yang baru, tapi dia memang dah delete post pasal arwah kawan dia tu. Takpelah. Tak bagus jugak cerita pasal orang yang dah takde.
If I jadi dia, sumpah I dont really think I can be that strong. I love my friends so much, I cant imagine life without them. I mean, permanently without them. I met some of my friends last week. ( Dah seminggu berlalu, ala sedihnya) I was so happy. Finally, all the familiar faces. Rindu terubat weyh. Almost setahun gak lah tak jumpa. K tipu tak sampai setahun pun lagi. But still lah. I miss my high school days so much. Rindu nak pergi prep, balik prep. Ok jangan throwback kat sini kalau tak sampai esok pun tak habis. Lain tau rasa bila kau bebetul rapat ngan orang tu. Manusia manusia yang selama ni bagi support gila kat kau when all you have are them, dulu. Ye lah duk asrama kan. Orang yang tahu luar dalam kau, cerita cerita tragis dalam kehidupan kau. Semua diorang tahu. Well, tak lah semua tapi almost. So bila jumpa balik diorang diorang ni semua memang tak rasa puas. Jumpa dua hari je.
First, we went to IOI. Kat situ jumpa ramai gak ah. Yang penting jumpa my bestfriend. Well taknak mention siapa kat sini. You know who you are. I was giggling the whole time when I was with that person. We did okay, not just me. Aduh sumpah lawak gila ade je bende yang kelakar. Even tak kelakar pun dapat kat dia jadi kelakar. Nampak lah dulu dia pun selalu menceriakan hari hari aku yang muram masa sekolah. Hari hari kami semua. Fine. Kitorang jalan sama sama tawaf satu bangunan tu. Tak nak sangat hari tu berakhir. Rasa macam nak bawak dia balik well thats so not possible, duh.
When it was just me and that person, a sudden question popped up, out of nowhere. "Still thinking about 'that?'"-Refers to the most dark memory I ever had. "Well, sometimes." I answered. I dont know why my answer is like that okay. Dang you mouth ! I am totally okay now. Moving on, care about someting more important than the stupid memory ever. Well they are happy now. Why should I still bothering myself, be sad just because they are together?
Bestfriend, I know you know me too well. Sigh.
Then we went to KLIA. To send two of our batchmates terbang ke Korea sana. Dah lah Korea. Memang siriyes rasa nak ikut sekali :'((( Well, dulu time sekolah banyak tidur pastu kan dah menyesal tak study bebetul sampai boleh fly. KAH. Masa diorang dh nak berlepas tu kan, rasa mixed feelings gila. IDK why. Nasib sampai tak menangis je. Ade je yang menangis but not me lewls. Entah, tak tahu la nak describe perasaan macam mana. Bila kawan dah ada yang fly ke negara orang demi secebis ilmu tu, betul lah terasa diri ni dah besar. Baru fly tu, kalau ada kawan yang dah kawin nanti rasa macam dah dewasa tahap apa agaknya. Ramai gak la orang lain yang hantar kawan kawan dorang sekali, not just us. Like a small reunion! Jumpa my fav girls and boys and tanya khabar sikit pasal kehidupan diorang sekarang cemna. Harap sangat nanti dapat buat reunion yang besar punya so lagi ramai yang dapat join.
After that, malam tu tidur at Amy's house. Dah lama nak tidur kat sana.....finally! But we were too tired so ingat nak tengok movies sesama tapi hurm movies ke laut dah......I think I didnt even sleep a wink do. Tak leh tido. Tak lena. Before that adalah cakap cakap sikit ngan Amy, coversation before sleep. Our fav moment since 2012. Suka sangat. bercakap pasal kehidupan. Spill. Dan selalunya dia memang tak pernah tak surprise kan aku pasal dia punya kekuatan. She is indeed, the strongest girl I had ever known in my life la, sumpah. Wishing u a great life ahead, gurl. I love you, really !
Pagi tu, balik lah kami. Tapi sumpah rasa tak nak balik. Rasa cam wargh pleaseee drop us anywhere but not cfs !!! The conversation in the car about faris and iman tho haha. memang aku tak percaya alahai keciknya dunia!!!! Ok lah keciknya Malaysia !!! Pusing pusing jumpa orang sama jugak. Tak kemana lah kita semua ni, hahaha. Aku sampai bilik pagi tu, aku meroyan kat twitter sebab rindu. Sudden rindu diorang. Memang cinta sejati betul aku kat diorang, baru jumpa dah rindu. Sampai termimpi-mimpi. Thank u Allah , for lending them in my life. Great and kind people, I am blessed.
Pastu masa tu jugak ter craving Milo Mcflurry. (tengah trending kan sekarang)
Need to get em this weekend. Mummy's coming to you dear :3
Tetiba rasa nak update. Im listening through all my song in my mp3 (please be noted, this lil thing existed in my life since 2011) and I came across one old song - Aiman-Cinta Terakhir. And suddenly I remembered I had read a blog, a post from a girl pasal her guy bestfriend yang meninggal. Aku ingat lagi aku menangis teruk time aku baca blog tu, somewhere in 2010 kot. Dan lagu Aiman ni la yang jadi background song blog tu. Aku nak baca lagi sekali so tadi try google tapi dia dah delete blog tu. Ye lah, since 2010 kot. Dah 6 tahun. Tak puas hati, aku google nama blogger tu. Jumpa url blog dia yang baru, tapi dia memang dah delete post pasal arwah kawan dia tu. Takpelah. Tak bagus jugak cerita pasal orang yang dah takde.
If I jadi dia, sumpah I dont really think I can be that strong. I love my friends so much, I cant imagine life without them. I mean, permanently without them. I met some of my friends last week. ( Dah seminggu berlalu, ala sedihnya) I was so happy. Finally, all the familiar faces. Rindu terubat weyh. Almost setahun gak lah tak jumpa. K tipu tak sampai setahun pun lagi. But still lah. I miss my high school days so much. Rindu nak pergi prep, balik prep. Ok jangan throwback kat sini kalau tak sampai esok pun tak habis. Lain tau rasa bila kau bebetul rapat ngan orang tu. Manusia manusia yang selama ni bagi support gila kat kau when all you have are them, dulu. Ye lah duk asrama kan. Orang yang tahu luar dalam kau, cerita cerita tragis dalam kehidupan kau. Semua diorang tahu. Well, tak lah semua tapi almost. So bila jumpa balik diorang diorang ni semua memang tak rasa puas. Jumpa dua hari je.
First, we went to IOI. Kat situ jumpa ramai gak ah. Yang penting jumpa my bestfriend. Well taknak mention siapa kat sini. You know who you are. I was giggling the whole time when I was with that person. We did okay, not just me. Aduh sumpah lawak gila ade je bende yang kelakar. Even tak kelakar pun dapat kat dia jadi kelakar. Nampak lah dulu dia pun selalu menceriakan hari hari aku yang muram masa sekolah. Hari hari kami semua. Fine. Kitorang jalan sama sama tawaf satu bangunan tu. Tak nak sangat hari tu berakhir. Rasa macam nak bawak dia balik well thats so not possible, duh.
When it was just me and that person, a sudden question popped up, out of nowhere. "Still thinking about 'that?'"-Refers to the most dark memory I ever had. "Well, sometimes." I answered. I dont know why my answer is like that okay. Dang you mouth ! I am totally okay now. Moving on, care about someting more important than the stupid memory ever. Well they are happy now. Why should I still bothering myself, be sad just because they are together?
Bestfriend, I know you know me too well. Sigh.
Then we went to KLIA. To send two of our batchmates terbang ke Korea sana. Dah lah Korea. Memang siriyes rasa nak ikut sekali :'((( Well, dulu time sekolah banyak tidur pastu kan dah menyesal tak study bebetul sampai boleh fly. KAH. Masa diorang dh nak berlepas tu kan, rasa mixed feelings gila. IDK why. Nasib sampai tak menangis je. Ade je yang menangis but not me lewls. Entah, tak tahu la nak describe perasaan macam mana. Bila kawan dah ada yang fly ke negara orang demi secebis ilmu tu, betul lah terasa diri ni dah besar. Baru fly tu, kalau ada kawan yang dah kawin nanti rasa macam dah dewasa tahap apa agaknya. Ramai gak la orang lain yang hantar kawan kawan dorang sekali, not just us. Like a small reunion! Jumpa my fav girls and boys and tanya khabar sikit pasal kehidupan diorang sekarang cemna. Harap sangat nanti dapat buat reunion yang besar punya so lagi ramai yang dapat join.
After that, malam tu tidur at Amy's house. Dah lama nak tidur kat sana.....finally! But we were too tired so ingat nak tengok movies sesama tapi hurm movies ke laut dah......I think I didnt even sleep a wink do. Tak leh tido. Tak lena. Before that adalah cakap cakap sikit ngan Amy, coversation before sleep. Our fav moment since 2012. Suka sangat. bercakap pasal kehidupan. Spill. Dan selalunya dia memang tak pernah tak surprise kan aku pasal dia punya kekuatan. She is indeed, the strongest girl I had ever known in my life la, sumpah. Wishing u a great life ahead, gurl. I love you, really !
Pagi tu, balik lah kami. Tapi sumpah rasa tak nak balik. Rasa cam wargh pleaseee drop us anywhere but not cfs !!! The conversation in the car about faris and iman tho haha. memang aku tak percaya alahai keciknya dunia!!!! Ok lah keciknya Malaysia !!! Pusing pusing jumpa orang sama jugak. Tak kemana lah kita semua ni, hahaha. Aku sampai bilik pagi tu, aku meroyan kat twitter sebab rindu. Sudden rindu diorang. Memang cinta sejati betul aku kat diorang, baru jumpa dah rindu. Sampai termimpi-mimpi. Thank u Allah , for lending them in my life. Great and kind people, I am blessed.
Pastu masa tu jugak ter craving Milo Mcflurry. (tengah trending kan sekarang)
Need to get em this weekend. Mummy's coming to you dear :3
johanne
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