All Grown Up.

Assalamualaikum, hi.

It's 12.27 AM. 27 September 2017. I am in my room, somewhere in Kuala Lumpur. Done study a little bit for tomorrow's class. Thought of want to read a book before I sleep but.....let's write something instead. Im in my degree study already, how time flies. Well maybe not. I was quite bored at home though. I always say that I am not ready for degree, because I will feel that kinda being adult feeling. I dont like it. I dont like being an adult. But yeah, mindless dreaming, I am aging constantly. All of us now, had our own life, own path, own matters, own problems, the list goes on........... we need to have a rational thinking, to make good decisions. Keep faith, be strong, be really strong. Ive read it somewhere that study life is not easy, like really not, but have fun while youre at it because it will be worth it. I am trying, though. And ......I really want to learn more and gain more experience in life. Maybe doing all the things and I never did before. Once in a lifetime, yeah? We'll see how it goes. So far so good, I have three days off in a week I am really grateful for that ! And I will try to utilize my free time at best. I really want to travel the world :'((( 

Speaking about that, one of my bestfriends during my primary school had entered University Of Cardiff, UK last Saturday. I am so happy for her. Another friend of mine is leaving our comfort zone, and embarked a new journey; far away from home. Our homeland. When I met her last month during our reunion, I feel that kind of weird feeling. I mean, after I came back from the reunion. It's like, I missed them so much, we were so young back then......., carelessly jamming and listening to kpop songs, struggling with UPSR, always arguing but then one salam ends everything.......damn the memories hit me so hard. Now every each of us had our own life in different cities, different courses, I dont know how to describe it though. It all feels just like yesterday. It's funny somehow. From 2010 to 2017 real fast real quick. Im okay. I want to write deeper about this matter but I need to stop now, I need to sleep. Currently listening to korean r&b songs' playlist on youtube. SO COMFORTING MY SOUL IS AT PEACE right now. Till then. Goodnight, & sweet dream. 

i miss you, i miss us. 

mynn

12:49 AM