Third Over Eight.
Assalamualaikum, and hello.
As usual,today is just like one of those random days where I feel like writing in this blog. Nothing much. Life doesnt get any worse, it doesnt get any better too. Now I am already two weeks into my third semester of degree, and should I feel happy about that? I really want to stop being student and work and gain my own money ( the best part ) but at the same time I am doubting myself too. To live in the world outside, it is definitely not going to be easy. Especially for a smol timid shy awkward careless girl like me. I dont know if I can cope with adulthood. But being in this age, where you need to act like an adult when you dont even know how to- you just need to follow the flow. I dont even know what I'll become in the future later on. But, I just hope that I'll meet nice people.
Talking about nice people, I feel kinda blessed. I keep thinking about this for a while. I am blessed because I am surrounded with nice people around me, even though my circle of friends is not that big. I mean, it is really not. You can see it on my instagram where I only post pictures of me and some other familiar faces. Kinda boring, isnt it? But okay the point is, they are nice people. One of them even folded my clothes while I was away. I dont ask her to do so, I only asked her to hang my wet clothes at the clothes line. When I came back from home she gave me my clothes, they were folded nicely. Small gesture but enough to make me touche. And one of them even kopekkan my udang when we're eating like omo so sweet I CRY. One of my friends also want to buy me a blusher that Ive been eyeing for :( NO NEED A BOYFRIEND LA LIKE THIS. YOU JUST NEED SOME GR8 FRIENDS.
And I hope that later on even after I finished my degree, I will be surrounded with nice and kind people too. Insya-Allah. This is one of the blessings from Him, indeed. He love me, so He sent only nice people to be around me and for that, Im forever grateful.
And, people come and go. They leave but the memories with them will stay for...idk how long. Maybe forever? For him, a guy Ive known like Along ; thank you for being such a kind brother to me. I will not forget your couraging words everytime I asked for some advice. Now that youre married, I wish nothing but eternal happiness for you and your spouse. Its been a long time since we last talked to each other, and I think we will never have those conversations again. As long as I can remember you, I will be grateful to ever know you in my life. Youre the only one whom I let to call me Damia. ( just because you want berkeras to call me that way tho ). But it kinda comforting everytime you called me that way. Thank you, for the memories.
well yeah,
People come and go, but it still hurts when they do.
It's okay, this is not the first time.
As usual,today is just like one of those random days where I feel like writing in this blog. Nothing much. Life doesnt get any worse, it doesnt get any better too. Now I am already two weeks into my third semester of degree, and should I feel happy about that? I really want to stop being student and work and gain my own money ( the best part ) but at the same time I am doubting myself too. To live in the world outside, it is definitely not going to be easy. Especially for a smol timid shy awkward careless girl like me. I dont know if I can cope with adulthood. But being in this age, where you need to act like an adult when you dont even know how to- you just need to follow the flow. I dont even know what I'll become in the future later on. But, I just hope that I'll meet nice people.
Talking about nice people, I feel kinda blessed. I keep thinking about this for a while. I am blessed because I am surrounded with nice people around me, even though my circle of friends is not that big. I mean, it is really not. You can see it on my instagram where I only post pictures of me and some other familiar faces. Kinda boring, isnt it? But okay the point is, they are nice people. One of them even folded my clothes while I was away. I dont ask her to do so, I only asked her to hang my wet clothes at the clothes line. When I came back from home she gave me my clothes, they were folded nicely. Small gesture but enough to make me touche. And one of them even kopekkan my udang when we're eating like omo so sweet I CRY. One of my friends also want to buy me a blusher that Ive been eyeing for :( NO NEED A BOYFRIEND LA LIKE THIS. YOU JUST NEED SOME GR8 FRIENDS.
And I hope that later on even after I finished my degree, I will be surrounded with nice and kind people too. Insya-Allah. This is one of the blessings from Him, indeed. He love me, so He sent only nice people to be around me and for that, Im forever grateful.
And, people come and go. They leave but the memories with them will stay for...idk how long. Maybe forever? For him, a guy Ive known like Along ; thank you for being such a kind brother to me. I will not forget your couraging words everytime I asked for some advice. Now that youre married, I wish nothing but eternal happiness for you and your spouse. Its been a long time since we last talked to each other, and I think we will never have those conversations again. As long as I can remember you, I will be grateful to ever know you in my life. Youre the only one whom I let to call me Damia. ( just because you want berkeras to call me that way tho ). But it kinda comforting everytime you called me that way. Thank you, for the memories.
well yeah,
People come and go, but it still hurts when they do.
It's okay, this is not the first time.
mynn
8:54 PM
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